不死人

我承認就算妳不在面前，而且我們至少五個月都沒有講過話，
(有五個月嗎？這麼多喔？難道還更久？算了，
至少久到我記不起來了雖然我沒有記憶力)
還是影響著我，就像一個漂亮的小人偶駐足在大腦皮質，
明明我真的真的已經沒有在想了，但那人偶就是站在那，
明明就算那人偶彎下腰微笑問我要不要在一起，
我也會誠實地說：「對不起，我們不適合。」
連人偶都這樣了，真人「應該」也是吧......
唉~好悲慘~好像失去戀愛的動力了，怎麼會呢？
這種能量這麼重要，不能失去它阿！

Kate & Lepold，
甜姐兒說，也許沒有遇到對的人，
於是人們花錢買言情小說、看愛情片......
卻不相信真正的愛情......
結果最後卻又跟眾人說：
「And~it's a great thing to get what you want.
It's a really good thing unless what you thought
you wanted wasn't really what you wanted~
because what you really wanted you couldn't imagine
or you didn't think it was possible but what if someone
came along who knew exactly what you wanted without
asking they just knew... like they could hear your heart
beating or listen to your thoughts and what if they were
sure of themselves and they didn't have to take a poll
and they loved you~but you hesitated and
I~uh~I have to go~I'm sorry but~I have to go! 」
然後就跳河去了。

還好我從來沒有花錢買言情小說，不過不知道有沒有不小心看到愛情片。

糟了~Titanic好像看了十幾遍，好像好幾遍是看大銀幕的......
真的嗎？好險我沒有記憶力。